tuesday night is wine night?

In assembly this morning, i realised the irrelevance of everything. How can i be crying over what i cry over when there are people out there who have just lost every single possession they have. They don't have homes because their homes were destroyed and all is left is rubble and the chances of them dying in the next few days is extremely possible.


I have decided i will not get upset over stupid things, i will work my hardest to make sure that i get good grades so i can have a rollicking good summer, but this will all start with a Tuesday night......of wine. I love life, i really do. It can throw some shit at you, but i've thought that before, and then realised that there's always something better around the corner.

I know it's stupid but watching Grey's Anatomy has made me want to be a doctor. I've always known i want to do something with science, it was zoology but change of plan. Not just a doctor that sits in their practise room and deals with flatulence. naaaaaaa mate. I want to be out there when these disasters strike, pulling people from the rubble. Or maybe i want to be there shouting at a parliament building for the planned deforestation. I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND. I want to make a difference. Somehow.