from me, to you.

Okay, i think it's time we got something straight; i do not dislike you, i never have and somehow, i don't think i ever will. I was hurt, i felt bitter, i'll give you that, but there was never a point where i disliked you. Also, you are completely right, i would've done exactly the same thing if i were you, so i don't blame you and you have nothing to apologise for. However despite all this, the only thing i have left to say to you is: thank you. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, it is a huge thank you. I  was suffocating and i didn't realise it. I was upset, truly pulled apart because i made him everything, i'm only glad i've escaped montony. Every single memory i've made this year, most of them being memories i don't ever want to forget - are ones that i wouldn't have made with him being there. This has made me see what really matters, and now i view things in a completely different light. I have my old friends back, along with a new me, and i am so so grateful. You're good together, and i honestly hope you're happy.
I still want to be friends? Let's make that happen.