Shakespeare, Austen, Priestley.

I COULD PUT ALL THREE OF YOU IN A PLASTIC BAG, TIE IT UP, SHOVE IT IN AN INCINERATOR, TAKE THE ASHES AND FEED THEM TO AN ASH-EATING MONSTER, TAKE THE ASH-EATING MONSTERS SHIT, THEN ROCKET YOU OUT TO MARS, SO I NEVER EVER EVER HAVE TO HEAR OF YOU AGAIN.

Well, atleast till next year. You have totally ruined my weekend, i hope you're all bloody happy with yourselves, you literary heroes.

On a happier note, i'm really pleased with how my sixth form interview went, i don't think i've felt this excited about something for a long, long time. I almost want exams to come sooner, so summer comes sooner, so moving away from everything comes sooner?

Yesterday, i wrote down everything i wanted, everything i was feeling onto a scrap of paper, then i burnt it, and it felt strangely good! Then, i found something else, my little cousin, the one person in the world i would hand on heart take a bullet for, had written a letter, it said 'to harry there is a new harry in our school his name is harry love you if you have a gerl frend dump her dump hard and say to her i never want to see you ever agen ok i'm nerely 7 i am haveing a party in the hall and after there is a sleepover in the hall as well you are coming to the party is that ok?'  and then i cried. She wrote this letter two weeks ago, to a boy who left her school over a year ago, and it has proved exactly what i've thought for a long time now, you can never be too young to be in love.

Then, at two in the morning, my other cousins came in as pissed as parrots. Then when we looked at the clock and saw it was coming up to five in morning we couldn't actually we'd just sat there talking for three hours/playing 15 to 1. It's funny how much the smallest conversation can have the biggest impact on you, and i see now see a few things about people that i'd be totally oblivious to before. I also know that i adore my family. 

 

Finally, i've had the best phone call with someone today. Someone i adore just because there is no one else like him, he truly is unique. Part of me is laughing and thinking 'Ha, karma's come to bite yo ass' but most of me just hopes it turns out alright. Miss you berries.