this year really has been amazing, i've made so many memories, and met so many brilliant people. people that i will never forget, and probably some of the best friends i'll ever make? i also find it funny that the person who's responsible for making half of these memories is completely oblivious to it. and i have alot to thank him for, making me confident, and making me believe that i can be outgoing and won't get set back. thank you. i know i'll never say it in real life. but liquid, i will miss you.
it's been a year of ups and downs. but i've learnt alot. i love how i found myself two groups of friends, who decided they would hate eachother, but i love them both. i love how different they are, but the contrast is fantastic, and the memories are irreplaceable!
was a weird start. i almost lost a bestfriend, but i picked myself up and realised some things are worth fighting for. dan's party. if that hadn't of happened, i'm not really sure where i'd be right now, i don't even want to imagine where i'd be. i couldn't imagine being with'look what i did!'out the people i have. i met someone who really changed the way i looked at things. he opened my eyes to things, made me stop being so judgemental, he melted the ice queen, and i appreciate that...alot.
gobians. haunting in conneticut. northaw park. running away from horses. getting kicked out of roo's house. stealing beer from a tramp. waking up writing all over my body. being high on a trampoline. getting carried like cinderalla. getting the train at half 5 in the morning. playing hide and seek while off my head. 'the owl noise' in case he gets too much. bathrooms. sitting in stefs garden smoking all day. bargain wine. making a fire from jeans. vodka red bull. the den that smelt like shite. getting a mcflurry shoved down me. breaking in to stef's mum's bedroom. walking to northaw at 4 in the morning.....potters bar, i miss you.
these people are the ones i can go crazy with, where i won't get judged because that's just the way it is? i miss them, i let them go, but i want them back, though i'm not entirely sure if that's even possible. i hope it is, because i get a tug at my heart when i think about the times i've had with them all. they are priceless, they're the stories i'm going to look back at, and can safely say 'look what i did!?'
this summer. it was unbelievable. i can only wish that my next one is like that! felix's! i have so many memories in the farrell household. from rolling up at 1 in the morning with a drunk sarah, the back sandwiches in the morning, blind man's bluff, waterfights with bin bags, staying up til 5 in the morning for no real reason, making dan leave the room, ninja cats, getting george-raped, the fairylights in the summer house...you name it, we've done it. these times are something i hope i never ever forget.
london with the boys. two of them calling me a 'common al7 sket' and going around all day arguing about who wanted who more? the others saying 'nigga' in front of a black person. i love them for that though. i also kinda love how they can talk about wanking and tits in front of me, and no one bats an eye lid, makes me laugh.
smoking paracetamol with an absolute idiot of a guy. and finding that this guy was also my male counter-part. that was an eye opening day. strawberry fair. high off my nut. it was an amusing day to say the least. 'let's hug, so we can look normal' a quote that i will never forget.
rythmnssssss! it was such a good day. found some amazing bands, made some new friends, ran for the last train, that wasn't the last train. painted my hair pink and lost a belt. but i give it a thumbs up. underageeeee! the moment where the guy from pigeon detectives climbed up the poles still makes me giggle. falling asleep on david on the way home, that still makes me smile.
it truly was unforgettable.
then i met someone amazing. someone i know i will never forget. i'd never felt like this about someone before. i could write out a list of memories, but they're something i want to keep for me. i'll miss him next year, but i've realised that, that is life. and for some messed up reason that we may not understand everything happens for a reason, and i've got to look forward to the doors that have opened because he's gone.
my party!!!!!! that was such a crazy night. probably the craziest night i've ever had. people jumped my fence, did crack of toilet seat, there were 70 people in my house? 'parents, police, and a pizza man' now that's a story to tell that grandkids.
and now it's 2010. and i have to say farewell. lock everything that happened safely in 2009 and throw away the key. but it's safe to say, you will be missed.
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